The dreaded phone call...

Yes she called... Not the worst - not the best - but really what is best??? It is not the carrier kind, but it not the Mosaic kind either, it is the full trisomy 18 which is the grim most lethal kind, but also the fluke probably would not ever happen again and well now we keep going and hope for the best. Whatever that is??? I am afraid of the unknown and this is unchartered territory for us. I hate being so sad, it is not good for my family. Right now he is doing jumpimg jacks on my bladder.