Ok, so I have to admit on some levels I think I was afraid to post too much here - because this is Michael's blog. I do not want to ever take away from him, but his story is not over as I would not be having my rainbow baby if it were not for Michael. So here I am 29 weeks pregnant - and huge!!! I have never been this huge. I am so going to try to enjoy the time I have left because this is most certainly the last time in my life I will experience this. Having him wiggle worm all over right now (and he is...I think perhaps he is trying to walk). I love all the little hiccups. I forgot about that and Michael never had the hiccups or if he did, I did not feel them because of ALL the fluid around him, but this little guy absolutely has the hiccups a few times a day and he loves to move. Not sure if that is a good or bad thing but when I am sleeping or tired, he is not.
The reality is setting in that we are really doing this again. I still have some fears as I said earlier, we did not do an amnio this time so we are certainly facing some possibilities and my next appointment is March 1st with the specialists doing another echo. I have a love hate relationship with Dr. Google and apparently sometimes at the 20 week scan they do not catch things because the heart is just so tiny, but especially with trisomy babies, they will usually see things on that 30 week scan, so please keep us in your prayers as I feel like that is another hurdle we need to get past and I feel like we will. I keep thinking drama free, drama free...
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